Since my last post, my boyfriend and I broke up. During that time I lost another 5 lbs, leaving me at a measly 118 pounds. My mother had to force feed me food actually it was that bad. This was back in April, that was the worst month of my life.
I've gone back to my personal trainer on a weekly basis, this time I'm doing this for myself. I should not have lost the weight because someone wanted me to. That was a mistake in itself.