Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I'm fat

I still feel like I am fat, the girl who was 20 pounds heavier, the girl who looked horrible in a bikini. I have spurts where I feel skinny and I look gorgeous, but the majority of the time I just feel like I'm just a huge whale. I don't know if this is normal for someone to feel this way. I've worked so hard to lose this weight and maybe this "fat mentality" is the reason why I still see my personal trainer. I hope there's a day where I don't feel fat anymore because this seriously sucks.

Dear boys out there, do not ever tell or imply to your girlfriend that she's fat. It'll just mess with her confidence and you'll break her beyond repair.

In other news, I'm down to 19.5% body fat this month!

2 comments:

  1. i'm comparing your first photos with the current one.

    you're so inspiring!!!

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  2. I think you look great!
    exercise regularly and in moderation and eating healthy is important. Don't get too hung up on stats like pounds, kilos and percentages.

    Your latest photos look great

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